I do wish it was you.
I do.
I do wish it was you.
I do.
There is a lot of me that wants to say, “Come over. Come close. Be with me.”
There’s a lot of me that wants to say, “I’d hold you now and any day.”
I want you here. I want you now.
The guilty comfort in seeing another ‘active’
Vulnerability.
That’s honesty.
There I was. Faced with my own reflection staring back at me. For the first time I truly understood what it meant to see one thing but feel another.
There I was. That reflection. The same reflection as any other day. But I didn’t feel the same. I didn’t recognize the face staring back at me. That person looked together. That person looked at peace.
I was anything but peace. I was broken. I was torn. I was ______.